Monday, March 22, 2010

Mailbox Miracles Don't Make Everything Better

My dad finally fixed our utter shame of a mailbox the other day. Now it looks plain and boring and nice and it's not rotted away down to my knee, the handle isn't broken off, the flag stays up on its own and it isn't at a 45 degree angle pointing to the asphalt. And as wonderful as our plain little white stupid mailbox is, no one is any happier. I don't know what had me so convinced that fixing the damn thing was gonna turn everything in the right direction. Talk about high hopes.

Uh-oh. Sounds like a rant waiting to happen.


I feel like utter crap today and I know I've been acting like a total jerk. I'd love to blame it on my womanly anatomy and cramps but while they aren't really helping any--they aren't to blame either. My classes are extremely work-loaded, I have yet to get my most important and up-in-the-air test score back (nutrition class), I have a group paper due (god i hate group work), my computer science class is almost over but we have twice as much work because it is a fast track, and all EVERY SINGLE ONE of my personal projects has had to be put aside. This I do not like. Oh how I miss my creative side. I'm running on autopilot. This bites.
And I'm tired of all the hostility in my house. I'm not exempt from this, but good grief, certain people need to take chill pills and be a little kinder. ...bleh...

3 comments:

  1. Come run away and live with me again!

    I'm just kidding. It wouldn't solve very much. Just be fun.

    Stick with it for this quarter(semester?). I know it's a cheesy thing to say, but I fully believe you can persevere and come out completely on top of it. Cause you're awesome. :)

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  2. I do believe things are a bit better now....you got your creative muscles working with AX and things seem a little bit better around the house....at least last I checked. :P But, those things tend to change with the turn of a hat so I could be wrong. But, you are awesome and can get through all the stuff life throws at you. :D

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  3. Oh, and I love the new mail box and it was a project that REALLY needed to get done. :P

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