Dilemmas

I'm running into a few dilemmas. Other issues too, but some are more or less unchangeable. Meh.

--NOOOO!!! I'm starting to get sick... I had a sore throat for a couple days. That went away. No biggie. Now my nose is getting stuffy and icky. I am very sad. My stubborness can only do so much. I really hope I don't get sick. :(

However, I love the weather. Yay for cold. ^^

--So yeah, I'm totally freakin out over Halloween. It's my favorite night of the year and I have NO clue what I'm doing. I've kinda been asked to help out at our annual church event. And I want to go. But I've also want to see all my Riverside friends. And lidia wants to hang out for the day, which I also really wanna do. Soo~~~ i have several options but I have no idea what to do. :( In all honesty, staying near home is probably my best bet this year. I'm getting sick, for one thing. And Halloween night will be fun and exciting and all, but I'll still have church the next morning and choir in the evening. My parents can't cart me around that day, I've already talked with them. My mom is committed to helping at the church halloween event and my dad just has a lot on his plate, plus a few meetings, church and choir the next day--and of course, my grandma, which is a continuing effort on all our parts. Though at least one of her kids is supposed to be in town with her by then. Last year we went bowling and were out until like, 1 or 2am ish...

--My grandma is supposed to be moving to Idaho or Utah with her kids very soon. I'm still having a hard time with that thought.

--Projects are at a stagnate, except for painting the spokes on my fans. (is that what they are called? spokes? or blades?)

--Goodness gracious! I've pulled SOOOO much pork! I'm glad my parents aren't put in charge of dinners of 300+ people everyday.

--I'm having trouble coming up with gifts for christmas/birthdays for some people.
On the bright side, I have Abi's wedding gift and a couple bday and christmas gifts... but it's mostly the ideas i'm having trouble with. What do you guys want? I don't like just giving cards or just gift cards or cop outs. I want to give you something you want or something I really think you'll like/enjoy...

--I really REALLY want to cut my hair! D: It's so hard not to.... must. wait. until. june.

--On a note that really isn't a dilemma, just a bummer: I haven't been able to watch Star Trek for several days. I'm having withdrawls. :(

--Also, I really miss people. Kinda ironic considering I see people at school and at work, but I don't feel like I talk to anyone. I feel like I'm a ghost. No one sees me. I just take up un-needed space.


ACHOO!

A-ah-ah-ACH---
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